FOUR SOULS continued . . .
I N D I A
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Copyright © 2001 by Matt Kronberg, Mike Peterson, Jedd Medefind,
and Trey Sklar.
Published
in association with Yates & Yates, Literary Agents, Orange, California.
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Contents
Preface vii
Introduction: First Seeds of an Adventure ix
Part
I: Mexico
1. 3,000 Miles in Ten Days 1
Part
II: Guatemala
2. A Lesson in Generosity: Guatemala City, Guatemala 21
3. The Four Amigos! Together in Guatemala City 34
4. Into the Highlands: Uspantan, Guatemala 47
5. A Scathing Letter and Some Sweet Sorrow: Leaving Guatemala 61
Part
III: Russia and Beyond
6. The Wounded Bear: Moscow, Russia 71
7. The Secret Police: Orekhovo-Zuyevo, Russia 75
8. Scarred Hands and Iron Doors: Serpukhov, Russia 92
9. Village at the Edge of the World: Loly, Russia 102
10. Heart of the Gulag Region: Yemva, Russia 117
11. Waltzing through the West: From Moscow to the Mediterranean Sea 139
Part
IV: Egypt
12. Land of the Pharaohs: Cairo, Egypt 153
Part
V: South Africa
13. Beauty and Strife 171
14. The Mountain Kingdom: Maseru, Kingdom of the Lesotho 176
15. The Road to Durban 193
Part
VI: India
16. Rajas, Rice, and Rickshaws 215
17. A Change of Plans: Chirala, India 238
18. Sisters of Charity: Calcutta, India 249
Part
VII: Bangladesh
19. The End of Our Rope 261
20. 100,000 Rickshaws: Dhaka, Bangladesh 285
Part
VIII: Thailand
21. From Mosquito Nets to Marble Tile: Bangkok, Thailand 301
Part
IX: Vietnam
22. Notes from the Underground 329
Conclusion:
The Adventure Begins 358
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INDIA

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- sixteen -
Rajas, Rice, and Rickshaws
No words, just bony fingers attached to bony arms, stretching out toward us,
eyes pleading, sunken, and jaundiced. The closeness of the bodies, the smell
of urine and sweat, the sheer desperation of the need was suffocating, maddening.
Our hearts longed to help, yet something else inside just wanted to swat them
away like a swarm of mosquitoes.
Aye, aye! Get back! a voice shouted harshly.
Most of the beggars retreated a few steps. One woman with matted hair and a
leathery face clung to Trey, tugging on the sleeve of his shirt. We spotted
the source of the voice-a man dressed in slacks and a long-sleeve shirt despite
the nights wet heat. The accent on his English was almost too thick to
understand. Yhou neet rite to otel? Mhy taxi fit you ahh.
Trey slid several rupees into the hand of the woman who had been pulling on
his shirt. She took the money and stepped back, her face still deadpan. Seeing
her good fortune, three other beggars took her place. Trey shook his arm and
stepped away from them.
Aye, aye! shouted the driver, shooting a fierce glance at the beggars.
They drew back slowly, passionless. Yhou neet rite? he asked again.
No thank you, sir, said Jedd. A friend is meeting us here.
The man snorted and tramped off in search of other potential riders. A few beggars
approached again. Trey spotted a fair-haired man walking in our direction. I
think that may be Mr. Alter, he guessed.
The fellow called out as he approached. Youre the four from Santa
Barbara?
Matt stepped forward. Thats right. Im Matt.
A friend of Matts in the U.S. had asked Tom Alter to meet us at the airport.
From what we had heard, Tom was one of Indias more popular tele-vision
actors. He had grown up in India, the grandson of American missionaries. His
white skin and fluent Hindi opened doors into the major studios. Apparently,
his Robert Redford looks and theatrical prowess had helped him become a national
television star.
Despite being nearly 1:00 A.M., traffic was still heavy. Strangely enough, most
cars forged through the night without headlamps. It seemed they relied on the
noise of their constantly blaring horns, rather than light, to alert others
of their approach.
Trey was trying to pay attention to Tom, but he could not help staring out the
window. In every country thus far, he felt as if he had stepped back in time.
Now he could not shake the sensation that he had been cast forward-not to a
future of brilliant chrome and glass, but to a post-Armageddon doomsday world.
Moldering shacks of cardboard and wood scrap were hardly distinguishable from
the heaps of refuse piled alongside the road. Shapes of people lay in the gutters
and across the sidewalk, wrapped in tattered blankets. Rats skulked among them,
foraging for anything edible.
I feel like Im in the Twilight Zone, commented Mike soberly.
Tom offered a sad smile. Its hard to digest, huh? Im so used
to it all I hardly notice it most of the time, but every once in a while I still
think, This is crazy.
Perhaps most disconcerting was the heavy darkness. It seemed to hang over everything
like a tangible substance. Even here in the middle of the city, only a handful
of lights shone, usually from the larger buildings. These appeared orange and
muted, as if they were dying, hardly able to penetrate the murky smog that filled
the air.
Yieez! We almost hit that cow! Matt exclaimed. He reached for his
seat belt, but there was none to be had, so he placed his arm forward against
the seat in front of him.
Jedd shook his head. Therere cows everywhere, just grazing on the
trash and wandering in the road. The way everyones driving, I bet there
are cow wrecks all the time.
These cows being free to just roam around-its the Hindu thing, isnt
it? questioned Trey.
Right, Tom affirmed. Dont mess with the bovines.
Now whats this? wondered Matt. Directly ahead, a series of
new buildings rose incongruously out of the gloom. They shone, clean and bright,
as if they had been transported from downtown L.A.
Tom explained, Believe it or not, there is quite a bit of wealth in Bombay.
Its just a lot less well distributed than in the States-there are hordes
of dirt-poor people, a small group of the rich, and not too much in the middle.
Its that way in most Third World countries, asserted Mike.
Right. But here its formalized by the caste system. There are five
official levels, with subtiers in each level as well.
Is the caste mentality still dominant?
Definitely. You see it get a little watered down in some of the more Westernized
families, but the caste system is still very much the rule. People will rarely
marry anyone out of their caste. The upper levels wont even associate
with the lowers. The lowest tier are called the untouchables, and theyre
just that: less-than-human things that no one would even think of touching.
How do the wealthy make their money?
A lot of manufacture, usually for export. Some have huge landholdings
that they rent to peasant farmers at a premium. The main thing in Bombay, though,
is the movies.
Movies? questioned Matt.
Bombay is second only to Hollywood in movie production. I cant say
theyre all on par with American films, but for sheer quantity, Bombays
the place. Dont forget, youve got a nation of nearly a billion people
here.
Tom directed the driver to a side street and then turned back to us. Listen,
heres your hotel. Ive already negotiated a good rate with the owner,
just tell them who you are. Give me a call tomorrow and you can come over for
tea, late morning. Ill give you some tips before you catch the train for
Hyderabad.
Train Tracks to Hyderabad
Our train would carry us to the town of Hyderabad, where we would stay for several
days with a local pastor and his family. Beyond that, we had not yet decided
what we would do with the rest of our time in India. We planned to volunteer
with the Sisters of Charity in Calcutta during the week before leaving for Bangladesh,
but that left a week open for visiting the Taj Mahal or other famous Indian
sites.
The train compartment did not feel big enough for six people. Three tiers of
narrow beds clung to the walls on either side of the doorless, six-by-eight-foot
space. During nonsleeping hours, the middle bunk folded up and the bottom one
served as a bench for three. No glass covered the windows, only bars. Open to
the air, wind continually rushed through the compartments, in the open countryside
providing relief from the heat, but in the populated areas, where shacks lined
each side of the tracks, casting dust into our mouths, along with the taste
of tin cans and rotting food. Matt turned to record the scene in his journal.
Matts
Reflections-February 6
The squalor of the dwellings growing along the train tracks in the city areas
is bitter. No permanent structures, just myriads of handmade hovels, built from
creative combinations of garbage.
The people, though, aside from the poorest beggars, do not appear degraded,
but generally content in their world. They are extremely diligent in their work
and, despite the filth around them, keep their own clothing spotless and are
attentive to personal hygiene. The men are often cheerful and quite affectionate
with one another, and the womens flowing saris add a glimmer of brightness
to every scene.
I am also impressed by the industriousness of the agricultural endeavors here.
Nearly every square inch of farmable land appears to be cultivated. I guess
that is a necessity in a nation of more than 900 million people.
Rising from the bench seat and moving into the aisle, Mike said, Im
going to walk around. My back is bothering me a little.
Im sorry, Mike, offered Matt, seeing the grimace on Mikes
face. Mike was never one to complain, but we could all tell his back was still
very uncomfortable much of the time.
Matt turned to Jedd, who sat across from him. The train station back in
Bombay was impressive, wasnt it?
Yeah. It looked more like a gothic cathedral than a train station. A lot
of those buildings the British built during the colonial days dont seem
to belong here. Its weird to see such incredible architecture surrounded
by shacks made out of garbage.
Indias just wild and foreign all the way through. All the travelers
Ive known whove spent time in India say its the craziest place
theyve ever been.
Jedd nodded. Its a constant assault on all your senses-everythings
so intense. The smell of curry and people and garbage. The color of the womens
saris and the Hindu temples. Constant noise and motion. The humid air and the
crush of the crowds. Even the food is unlike anything Ive ever had before.
It leaves me dizzy, but I like being on the train; aside from the vendors,
its almost peaceful.
Jedd turned to look out the window for a moment. He could just make out the
shape of mountains on the horizon, hazy in the humid air. Rice paddies filled
the space in between while a dirty ribbon of water wound through the fields,
spotted in many places with colorful dots washing their clothes.
He turned back to Matt. What Tom told us yesterday about some of the Christian
churches here in India having trouble with struggles be-tween the classes was
sad. It sounds like elements of the caste system are very present in the Church.
Yeah, I didnt like hearing that, either. I knew Indian society was
extremely stratified-its a central part of Hinduism. The different castes
are hardly supposed to touch one another. But thats so the opposite of
Christs way . . .
Jedd interjected, From what Tom said, not all the churches allow societys
hierarchy to affect the way they do things. Many have totally rejected caste
norms-people fellowship together equally.
I know, but it still makes me mad that anyone who claims to be a Christian
would force one group to sit on the floor and take Communion last and things
like that.
I agree. To us, it seems so obviously counter to Jesus ways. But
I can see how it would be difficult for Indian Christians to avoid falling into
things like that. When the whole world around you just seems to assume certain
things, no matter how wrong they might be, its hard to go in the opposite
direction.
Jedds
Reflections-February 6
I know that in any culture, there are elements of the status quo a person
has to resist if they want to follow Jesus.
Its hard to identify these elements, especially within your own culture.
For me, it might be feeling like I have to achieve the American dream
by climbing the ladder. Or maybe that I should fight for my rights
whenever Ive been taken advantage of. I often just assume those values
are correct. But they are American values, not necessarily Christs. Discerning
between the two is not easy when youve been soaked in your culture from
birth.
I guess that is how it is for some of the Indians with the cultural norm of
social stratification. It is very hard for them to shake the view that the wealthy
and wellborn arent somehow inherently higher and better, or at least rightly
entitled to certain privileges.
The reality is that anytime we fail to weigh our cultural assumptions against
what Christ taught, we will be slaves to those assumptions-blindly obeying them.
It is only when we allow Jesus and His words to reshape our view of the world
that we can rise above the status quo.
Mike was exploring the train, passing from car to car. He noticed that between
some of the cars, a ladder led up to the roof. I doubt anyone would care if
I went up there, he thought.
Before he could begin climbing, a voice broke into his thoughts. Excuse
me. Are you and your friends Christians? A man in his midthirties stood
before him. He had a handsome face-relatively light-skinned for an Indian, jet-black
hair, and ebony eyes.
Yes. How did you know?
I saw your friends guitar, the man replied, beginning to smile.
Mike smiled, too, though not quite understanding what the man meant about the
guitar. What is your name?
My name is Samuel. I am a Christian, too. You have some time?
Mike nodded, Sure.
The two spent the next several hours talking. Samuel was delighted to hear of
our experiences with other believers throughout the world. Mike was equally
interested in Samuels story.
Although well educated, Samuel had been unable to find work enough to support
his family anywhere near his native town of Chirala. When he was presented with
the opportunity to earn nearly $3,000 a year working for an Indian businessman
in Africa, Samuel saw it as the only way to keep his family from slipping into
total poverty. Upon arrival in Africa, however, the reality of the job was nothing
near what had been promised. The man running the business was a crook who worked
Samuel mercilessly, knowing that Samuel had little recourse. After six months,
Samuel still had not even been able to save enough money for a return trip to
India. Fortunately, the believers in the church he attended in Africa saw his
need and together purchased his ticket home to be reunited with his family.
Come by our berth when you get a chance, said Mike as they parted.
I want the other guys to meet you.
The train slowed, the brakes shrieking-metal on metal-blending with the sounds
of an approaching crowd. Another stop. We braced ourselves for the onslaught
of hawkers and beggars. A vendor in a white robe moved sideways down the aisle,
bearing what looked like an old-style milk can. Somehow he had boarded the train
while it was still slowing. Coffee! Coffee! Coffee! He pushed three
mugs in front of Matts face. Matt held up his hands and shook his head.
A deep voice boomed from the other side, through the bars of the window. Dinner?
You want chicken and rice? Fifty rupees-chicken dinner. Sensing he was
being ignored, the man stopped walking alongside the moving car and allowed
it to move past until the next window was even with him. Dinner? You want
. . .
A small hand slid in through the window, palm up, followed by the gaunt face
of a little girl against the bars.
No, sorry, Trey said shaking his head uncomfortably at the girl.
Jedd looked down from the top bunk where he was reading, glad that for once
he was not in the line of fire.
The smell of black tea and cinnamon reached Mikes nose. He stood and nodded
at the chai salesman who peered in from the aisle. The fellow produced a ceramic
cup from nowhere and wiped it with his shirt before filling it with a slosh
of the sweet, milk-based tea.
I bet that shirt-wipe is the only washing those cups get all day,
mused Mike as he handed over several coins. Oh well. When in Rome . .
.
Matt shook his head with a smile, Its your stomach.
Mike grinned at him. Hey, the tea is hot. Itll kill the germs.
The flow seemed endless. More beggars at the window . . . a girl with a basket
of baked goods . . . a man carrying bamboo cages filled with chickens trying
to squeeze through the aisle . . . a boy with a sack of papayas. The venders
moved quickly, desperate to maximize commercial opportunities before the trains
motion resumed.
With a metallic groan, the station began to slide across the window, warning
the last straggling entrepreneurs to close their sales.
What do I do with this? wondered Mike, holding up his empty cup.
An arm shot into the compartment from the aisle and the cup dis-appeared. A
moment later, Trey caught site of the chai seller leaping from the train back
onto the vanishing platform.
Mike reentered the compartment and sat down on the bench. It was rare to see
him so excited. Guys, listen. I was just talking with Samuel some more
. . .
Whos Samuel? asked Trey.
You know, the Christian guy I introduced you to earlier, who worked in
Africa.
Oh yeah.
Anyway, his whole family is Christian, and his father is a pastor of a
church. He pretty much begged me to come and visit him in his town. What would
you guys think about doing that?
I dont want to cut things short with our plans in Hyderabad, but
if it works out Id be up for it, Matt responded.
Jedd was not so enthusiastic. Yeah, well, we can keep it in mind. Well
just have to see how things work out time-wise.
Trey added, We just arent going to have much time. Indias
a lot bigger than it seems, and if were still planning to make it up north
to the Taj Mahal, were already pushing it if we are going to work in Calcutta
at all.
Mike was not put off. I know we dont have much time, but I think
we should seriously consider going there. I dont exactly know why, but
theres something about Samuel that I really like. I dont think hed
just ask us without good reason.
It sounds great, Mike, but with all our plans and stuff I dont really
see it working out, Jedd said flatly.
Well, Ive got his name and the name of a station where we can telegraph
him. I think we should stay flexible if God wants to change our plans.
By nightfall, the novelty of the train ride had disappeared; we were ready for
the noise and constant activity to stop, hoping it would when the lights went
out. As we prepared for bed, a boy who shared our compartment suggested we lock
our bags to the wire loop that hung from each bunk.
Thieves will take right from under your nose, he warned.
Matt and Mike lowered the middle-tier bunks and lay down. Jedd and Trey were
already laid out on the top tier.
Ready for lights out? asked Matt. Hearing no objection, he flipped
the switch and the compartment went dark.
The rhythmic clacking continued, loud but steady enough to be almost sedative.
This just may be a decent sleep, thought Mike.
Several hours later, we knew otherwise.
Along with the always-boarding and unboarding passengers, the salesmen seemed
to have no sense that a compartment with its lights out meant We want
to sleep. Every half-hour throughout the night, they returned, especially
the chai sellers. Chai, chai, chai! Coffee, coffee, coffee! theyd
cry in a shrill voice, flipping the lights of the compartment on and off. Finding
no buyers, they would move to the next doorway, usually leaving the light on
behind them.
Trey pulled the sweatshirt he had been using for a pillow over his eyes, groaning
as he rolled closer to the wall. Jedd tensed in anger, muttering loudly, Whats
wrong with these people? Why the heck doesnt anyone shut em up?
No one answered his question. We just stared silently at the bunk a few inches
in front of our faces. Our train pulled into Hyderabad at 6:00 A.M. There was
just enough light for us to recognize that our white T-shirts had turned a brown-gray.
As we stepped off the train, Matt shook his head as he glanced at a sign hung
above the platform. It read, Cleanliness is next to godliness.
Matts
Reflections-February 7
Last night was about the worst nights sleep Ive ever had. The
train rumbled, passengers coughed, chai vendors shouted and turned the lights
on every thirty minutes-not to mention the bites and stings from insects.
The apostle Paul said, I have learned the secret of being content in any
and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or
in want . . .
I wish I could say Ive learned the secret as well. I feel like maybe through
this trip, Im becoming at least a little more flexible and content. Even
so, I know I still have a long way to go.
My parents always taught me that I am the only one that can control my feelings.
Even if someone does something horrible to me, I still have the choice to choose
my reaction. While I know this in theory, it is often hard to live out. I want
so much to grow in this, for I believe that joy is always accessible to those
who have learned to be content in all circumstances.
Worlds
Apart
Although not yet seven in the morning, the streets of Hyderabad were alive and
buzzing. Moving things of all shapes and sizes teemed over every inch of blacktop.
They flowed in and out, around-almost on top of-each other like a swarm of cockroaches.
Pedestrians kept as close as they could to the three-storied shacks on the sides.
Colorful rickshaws, ancient taxis, ox-drawn carts, motorcycles, the cab of a
semitruck, entire families on single scooters, and old army Jeeps jockeyed for
position in the flow. They buzzed and beeped and screeched, conversing continually
with the shrill bleating of horns. From the sides, vendors threw their voices
above the blare of traffic, proclaiming the benefits of their products. The
pulse of the city was nearly deafening.
Meeting us at the train station was a local Indian pastor named Anil. He haggled
with a crowd of minitaxi drivers for several minutes, drawing the fare lower
like an auction in reverse. When only two men remained interested, we proceeded
to squeeze into their three-wheeled, doorless carts. Trey and Matt were packed
together in the rear of one, with Anil in front, balanced on the single front
seat with the driver. Trey leaned forward as the vehicle lurched out into the
traffic.
Wed better make sure the other guys minitaxi doesnt
get left behind. They would probably be lost for days.
Dont worry, I gave their driver clear directions, Anil assured.
Matt laughted, half serious. Wed still better keep an eye on em.
If theres any possibility of getting lost, Mike and Jedd will probably
find it.
A stoplight brought the wheeled insects to a halt, not in an even line, but
in a mashed-up blob. Despite the rushing cross-flow, the pack edged farther
and farther into the intersection. The light turned green, and Trey leaned his
head and part of his body out of the vehicle. His greasy locks waved in the
wind like a not-so-well-groomed golden retriever.
Check out the cows grazing in the trash! he said, pointing. Someone
hung beads around their horns.
Those cows dont look too holy to me, declared Matt.
Maybe not, Anil agreed. But you still better not plan on having
any hamburgers while youre in India.
Wow! What is that? asked Trey.
What looked like a fairy castle-complete with spires, sparkling domes, and turreted
towers-rose above the filthy street at least two hundred feet into the sky.
I think it was built by the raj of this area for one of his favorite wives,
but Im not sure, responded Anil. There are quite a few buildings
like that in Hyderabad.
What a contrast to the way most people here live. remarked Matt.
That is the way India has always been.
The minitaxi driver turned from the main thoroughfare down a narrow lane that
wound between whitewashed cement homes. The noise instantly diminished. Although
the walls and street were in various states of disrepair, the neighborhood appeared
refreshingly tidy.
Trey questioned Anil, Matt said that you run a training center for pastors
here in Hyderabad.
Yes. I am a pastor, too, but some time back I realized that many pastors
here in India, including myself, needed more training and a deeper understanding
of the Bible. It has been an evolving process, but now for six months out of
the year we have pastors and teachers from Australia and America come to teach
at the little training center we have here.
Is there a dormitory for the students?
Not really. A few students stay with us, and some stay with local believers.
Depending on how many come, we sometimes rent places as well . . . and here
we are at home now.
We were still climbing out of the taxis when four boys poured out of the house.
The smallest child wrapped his arms around one of his fathers legs while
the other three stood respectfully, smiling slightly, and glancing between their
father and us.
Anil ruffled the little ones hair, then said, David, stand with
your brothers. Now, boys, Id like to introduce you to four American brothers
who have come to spend some time with us: Matt, Mike, Jedd, and Trey. This is
Terry, Melchizadeck, Sunny, and David.
A woman appeared in the open doorway. Her eyes were dark and bright, like the
boys. A brilliant orange sari hung over one shoulder and wrapped around her
waist.
And this is my wife, Annie, announced Anil, obviously quite proud.
Annie shook our hands warmly-something we had come not to expect from women
in Third World countries. Breakfast will be ready soon, she advised.
Ive made toast and eggs-something, I think, you have not had in
some time.
Well go wash up in back, promised Anil.
That night for dinner, as for the prior two meals of the day, we sat in a circle
on the floor in the living room. Annie passed us each an aluminum plate piled
with steaming rice. A large bowl of a lentil curry waited in the center while
Anil prayed. Then Annie ladled the sauce onto each of our plates in turn.
Is that spicy? questioned Matt.
I made it less hot than usual, assured Annie. Sometimes visitors
have a hard time with the food we normally eat.
Anil could tell we were still unaccustomed to eating without utensils. He encouraged,
Eat well, boys. Annie is the best cook in Hyderabad.
Anil dug in with his right hand, swishing and smashing the curry around in the
rice and then squeezing it into tiny balls that he plopped into his mouth. Mike
tried to follow suit, but somehow the rice did not quite make it into a ball
and only a few grains made it as far as his mouth.
Annie laughed. Like this, Mike, she said, easily rolling another
perfect ball on Anils plate and feeding it to her husband.
It seemed strange to us, but women in India feed their husbands first and then
eat their own dinner afterward with the children.
Can I have some more water? Matt asked, pursing his lips and taking
in quick little breaths.
Anil smiled. Water will not help, Anil explained. After you
are finished, you will eat some curds. It cools the fire in your mouth.
Dont worry, we love this spiciness, said Trey. Next
time make it as spicy as you normally do.
Jedd, his mouth full, nodded eagerly.
Im not sure . . . , said Mike, shooting a slightly fearful
glance at Matt.
Trey, however, was already on to the next subject. A guy we spent time
with in Bombay was telling us a little about the election that is going on now.
He said the Hindu Nationalist Party is really on the rise.
It is, Anil affirmed. There has been a substantial shift in
political power in the last year.
Is that good or bad for you? asked Mike.
Well, the BJP, the political party that is gaining strength, is largely
a radical Hindu movement. Theyve been riling people up, especially the
youth, and we Christians are very wary. Indias never been pro-Christian,
obviously, but our government has generally left us alone.
Has the BJP caused any major problems yet? Matt questioned.
Not so much for Christians, but a number of Muslim mosques have been vandalized
and even burned to the ground by BJP supporters. This is a warning to us as
well.
Is there a reason that the violence has been directed only at the Muslims?
About 15 percent of the population is Muslim, so they are a much more
visible challenge to the Hindus than the 2 percent that are Christians. There
is also a long history of violence between Muslims and Hindus. I dont
know if you knew this, but when the British pulled out of India, they helped
establish Pakistan as a Muslim country so both religious groups could have a
part of former British India. This has helped to quell some of the religious
civil wars, but the peace between India and Pakistan has been a tenuous one.
When there are problems between the countries, it in-creases the tension between
Hindus and the Muslims who live in India.
Mikes
Reflections-February 7
Living a Christian life would be such a different experience in a place like
India. Were so used to living in a culture that is permeated by elements
of Christianity in every realm. Of course, there are times when it is very unpopular
to be a Christian. But whether they like it or not, everybody in America has
been shaped in some way by ideas that have roots in Christianity. I cant
imagine how much harder it would be to live among a people with such radically
different assumptions about life.
May I interrupt for a moment? said Annie, emerging from the kitchen.
She carried a bowl of a white, creamy substance-the promised curds. The curds
were a form of yogurt made from goats milk. They tasted a bit sour, maybe
even rotten, but helped to soak the spices from our tongues.
Annie sat down next to Anil, and he took her hand. A very good meal, Annie,
he said. She is an excellent cook, is she not?
We each added our wholehearted agreement.
A moment later, Mike launched back into our conversation. Is it difficult
to share Jesus with people in this environment? he asked.
Anil nodded. Sometimes it feels next to impossible. On the surface, Hindus
are very tolerant when one initially speaks of Christ. In addition to the main
gods like Brahma, Vishnu, and Shiva, their pantheon contains hundreds of other
gods. Some of their holy men claim that in the universe there are actually millions
of deities. In a system like that, it is not difficult to accept Jesus as another
one of the gods.
Jedd spoke up. When we were riding the train, I noticed a wall alongside
the tracks painted with pictures of a bunch of different gods. There was the
big elephant guy, and a lady with a bunch of arms holding skulls-
That was Kali, interjected Anil.
-And a bunch of other guys also. The interesting thing was that they had
Jesus up there, too.
Exactly. They have no problem with people worshiping Jesus, or with people
worshiping just about anything else, for that matter. The problem comes when
you encourage people to accept Jesus for what He claimed to be: the only true
way to relationship with our one Creator.
Strange as it may sound, began Jedd, it is a lot that way
in America, too. People dont have much of a problem with anyone believing
just about anything they want to believe.
Right, affirmed Mike, but as soon as you present the idea
that God chose to reveal Himself through Jesus, and that all of our religions
and other efforts are destined to fail, that is when people start attacking
you and calling you closed-minded bigots.
Jedds
Reflections-February 7
Ive often thought of attacks against Christians coming from only two
groups: people who want to force atheism on everyone, like in Communist states,
or from authorities who want to enforce a single religion, like in Muslim countries.
Historically, though, some of the worst attacks against Christianity have come
from people who would be fine with Christians being Christians as long as they
would not insist on following Christ as their only Lord.
The Romans, for instance, were generally very tolerant. Had the early church
been willing to worship the emperor and some of the Roman gods in addition to
Jesus, they may have faced no persecution at all.
But when Christians claimed Jesus was the way, the truth, and the life
and refused to bow down to any other god, the authorities were so enraged that
they threw Christians to lions, burned them at the stake, and did countless
other terrible things.
I can see it becoming increasingly this way in America now. Christian faith
is fine as long as a person is willing to acknowledge the validity of every
other idea as well. But those who refuse to bow down to our cultures other
deities-especially the god of politically correct tolerance-are despised. I
have little doubt that the consequences of refusing to bow will likely only
become more severe in the years to come.
Of course, the Bible tells us to be gentle and respectful toward those who disagree
with us; we have no business forcing our views on others. But for the Christian,
there can be only one Lord, and we must be willing to pay the consequences for
obeying Him alone.
Jesu
Raja
Aye taxi, aye taxi! called Anil, signaling to a minitaxi on the
far side of the street.
The colorful transport zipped across the flow of traffic and pulled up before
us.
Somehow, all five of us squeezed in, Anil next to the driver, Trey on Mikes
lap, Matt on Jedds. Three young Muslim women, dressed from head to toe
in black, tried to hold back their giggling as they passed us.
Mike elbowed Matt and whispered, Ill give you ten bucks if you pull
off one of those girls veils.
Anil wheeled around. Dont even think about it. The men in that mosque
would kill us if you did that.
Sorry, I was just joking, Mike responded.
Its not even something to joke about.
At the bus station, drivers of full-size taxis approached us, promising to undercut
the bus fair to wherever we wanted to go. We ended up in the back of a long,
white vehicle that looked like it belonged at a classic car rally.
This car looks like a vintage 1940s roadster, but the interior is pretty
new, remarked Matt.
They still manufacture these in India, Anil explained.
Just like this?
Yes. The British started making this model in India over fifty years ago.
Until recently, theyve been producing the very same model.
The buildings and traffic became less and less dense as we drove on. Finally,
the urban sprawl gave way completely to open countryside.
Where exactly are we going, Anil? asked Jedd.
The church in Hyderabad is my first responsibility, but I also pastor
in the small village where we are going. Since the services in Hyderabad are
Sunday mornings, I hold services at this village on Sunday nights.
Every Sunday?
No, there is a third church that I pastor also, so sometimes I go there
on Sundays and visit this one during the week.
How far is it?
It will take us about three hours. This car will only bring us to where
the paved roads end. Then we will have to hire a Jeep to take us to the village.
It was after dark by the time we got into the Jeep and started bumping along
the rough dirt road that led through the jungle toward the village.
This is tiger country, stated Anil, peering out at the dense foliage
that lined our road.
Ive heard that tigers sometimes grab people right out of their villages
at night. Is that true? questioned Matt.
Theyve been known to. You have more to fear from the cobras, though.
There are lots of them.
Trey winced. Most wild animals dont bother me, but I hate snakes.
As if to confirm Anils words, a mongoose, mortal enemy to the cobra, darted
through our headlights.
It was nearly half an hour later when the trees and bushes that had pressed
on us for miles suddenly moved back. A full moon cast silver over two rows of
simple dwellings, some built of mud, others of cement, a few topped with corrugated
metal, the rest with thatch. Behind them, an extensive space of the jungle had
been cleared out and cultivated with rice and other crops. A single electric
line ran through the center of the village. Some of the houses appeared to be
connected to it, but the moon-glow was much brighter than the timid light that
spilled from their open windows. When the Jeeps motor stopped, silence
rose around us. The quiet felt tangible after days of constant din in the city.
People milled about here and there, doing chores by torchlight or conversing
with their neighbors. Some men brought out a wicker-matted bedframe and covered
it with a quilt for us to sit on.
What time does the service start? asked Matt.
Anil answered, The people in villages like this do not have the same sense
of time that we do. They dont use clocks but do things when they feel
the time is right.
So how do they know when church will be?
The believers know a service is planned for this evening. When the time
is appropriate, they will begin to gather.
As Anil predicted, a short while later a small crowd began to form in the open
area in the center of the village. A trio of men worked to connect a wire into
the electric line, forming a hook at the end of a wire and tossing it up over
the line. Several times the hook caught and sparks burst from the connection.
On the fourth try, the light bulb flickered to life and the men carefully set
it atop a long stick that they planted in the ground.
The men completed the preparations by laying out bamboo mats for the congregation
and setting a row of wooden chairs for us, facing the mats. By the time the
service began, a group of about forty was present. On the left sat the men,
their white cotton shirts contrasting markedly with their dark faces. On the
right were the women, their hair almost indiscernible from the night, but their
saris glowing in brilliant shades, lending grace to even the most shriveled
faces. Standing behind the seated Christians, curious Hindu neighbors looked
on, intrigued by the four pale-faced visitors. A few yards away, a goat nibbled
on a small pile of garbage. Slowly, a man began to strike a drum with his open
palm, the instrument reverberating in the cool air. He played for several minutes
before, as if on cue, the congregants began to sing, accompanied by a tambourine.
The beat grew faster; strong, driving, the pulsating tones pulling us into the
spirit of worship.
Ive never heard music like this, whispered Trey. Their
voices arent great, but theres something powerful about it.
I like this song where they keep saying, Jesu Raja,
said Mike.
Anil leaned over toward us. Jesu Raja. It means, Jesus the King.
It is about time to speak. Are you ready?
Trey and Jedd both nodded.
After the service, the believers gathered around us, smiling. Their teeth and
eyes shone in the moonlight. Anil translated. Thank you for coming to
our village, said a kindly faced man, placing his hands together in front
of his face and bowing slightly. A woman stepped forward. She said nothing,
but took each of our right hands in turn and pressed them to her forehead.
Would you please pray for my son? asked a young father. He held
a three-year-old boy, who lay quietly on his shoulder, eyes wide. He has
not been able to walk since an accident a year ago.
We would be glad to pray for him, replied Mike.
We prayed for the child, and his father thanked us humbly. As he moved back
into the crowd, an elderly man hobbled forward, leaning heavily on a staff.
Two men supported him as he moved.
He has been unable to walk right for a long time, explained one
of the men. Would you please pray that God will heal him?
We laid hands on the man and Jedd began. Lord, we come before You in the
name of Jesus and ask that You heal this man. We stand here humbly, Father,
but we ask that if it be Your will that You restore his legs . . .
The others followed, requesting healing for the crippled man. Some-thing stirred
our assurance. Our faith was as strong as it had ever been. Never in our lives
had we prayed so specifically, directly for a person to be healed, but somehow
we believed it was what we were supposed to do. We each felt a near certainty
that the Lord was going to restore the mans legs.
Trey said, Amen, and we opened our eyes. The man opened his eyes
as well. They were full of expectation, so were those of the crowd. The man
pushed against his staff, lifting himself upright and moving his weight onto
his legs. He stood there, supporting himself, eyes wide. The villagers seemed
to take in a collective breath. Before they could exhale, the mans legs
crumbled, sending him down. The men at his sides caught him. A faint murmuring
could be heard. The old man was led back into the crowd.
The villagers seemed a little disappointed, but not greatly bothered. Everything
continued as it had been-greetings and handshakes and smiles. Someone brought
out steaming cups of chai for us. Jedd walked off by himself. Things were spinning
around in his head. His face felt hot, feverish. Lord, please heal this
man, he uttered. You said faith as small as a mustard seed could
cast a mountain into the ocean. I know we had at least that much faith tonight.
Why didnt You heal him?
Eventually, Anil led us to the Jeep. The crowd pressed around us, smiling and
thanking us for coming until we were driving down the dirt road. Mike gazed
out the small rear window, staring at the old man who leaned upon his staff.
It was several miles down the road that Mike finally spoke. Did that bother
you guys as much as it did me?
I dont know, replied Trey. I guess it disappointed me
a little, but, you know . . . God sometimes says no to our requests.
Yes, but tonight I felt different. I really thought God was going to heal
him. I always feel like I never ask with enough faith to see a miracle. Sometimes
I see things that might be miracles, but I never know. But tonight . . . tonight
I had the faith. I knew God was going to heal him.
I felt the same, Mike, said Jedd almost inaudibly.
Mikes
Reflections-February 8
I just cant shake what happened tonight. But why did it bother me so
much? I think I felt like for once I really had the faith, and God was going
to do some miracle that I could point to for the rest of my life and say, That
was an undeniable miracle.
If Im honest, even if he did get healed, I know that after the fact Id
probably think of ways to doubt whether he was really crippled or something,
but still, I felt like God was going to undeniably prove Himself once and for
all.
It leaves me doubting . . .
The next morning at Anils house, Mike closed his Bible and let out a deep
sigh.
What are you thinking about? Jedd asked.
What happened the other night at that village. I still just dont
know what to think.
I know what you mean. Is it making it hard for you to pray?
Kind of. I do believe we need to allow God to say no when Hes decided
that is whats best but-
But the Bible is full of invitations to pray and really expect things
of God, Jedd continued for him.
Exactly. I always feel like Im sandbagging-you know, protecting
my faith-when I say if it be Your will.
Me, too. What about Bible verses with promises like, The prayer
lifted up in faith will heal, and Whatever you ask, and Approach
the throne of grace boldly, and In the name of Jesus of Nazareth,
get up and walk? Is that all just for the past?
Trey and Matt entered the room and Jedd directed a final question to them. What
are you guys thinking about last night? Why doesnt this bother you two
as much as Mike and I?
Trey smiled. I guess different things affect our faith differently. I
just figure there must have been good reasons for God to deny our request. As
C. S. Lewis says, when God does a miracle, He is setting aside the laws He designed
to rule nature. Sometimes He may set the rules aside, but most of the time not.
We should be thrilled to experience miracles when they happen, but not base
our faith upon them.
Matt added, Remember when Jesus said that the Holy Spirit is like the
wind? Sometimes we feel a little breeze, other times we see the wind blowing
houses over. But we cant decide when it blows or demand that it produce
a certain effect. We just need to recognize its work and be thankful for it,
not try to control it according to our whims.
Jedds
Reflections-February 9
Just for once, I would like to see an irrefutable miracle.
Perhaps, though, there is no such thing. Even some of the people who saw Lazarus
raised from the dead found a way to doubt. Ive heard someone say that
if we did see a miracle we could not possibly disbelieve, our freedom of choice
would be lost. We would have to believe. The Bible seems to indicate that even
in Gods greatest miracles, He always allows room for us to disbelieve.
He does not use miracles to create faith. When it is according to His will,
He allows faith to see the miraculous.
I still struggle with this, but it is important for me to see that belief is
a choice. It is-and always has been-in my hands. I have reasons to doubt, but
also many solid reasons to believe. I must choose. I have seen many things in
my life that I really do think reveal Gods amazing work on my behalf,
even on this trip. When it comes down to it, though, miracles would never be
enough to make me follow Christ. What makes me want to commit myself to Him
is that I have found Jesus and His words to be the only source of true life.
There is simply no other place to go if I desire to truly live.
Ive tried to capture some of my thoughts in a poem:
"Doubt"
My faith lies like a broken man.
Yesterday, I praised Him with palm branches, but something in me today cries
out, Crucify your foolish hope; you only thought you saw the leper cleansed
and that lame man click his heals.
I writhe in my unsurity.
Christ never used the coercion of a miracle one must believe. Why,
I shout with the Inquisitor, do You not make belief compulsory? Show Your
hand!
But finally, my rage spent, I crumple down upon the dusty road, and in my mind
sift through a desert.
Some see God as shackles, and in doubt they glimpse a liberating key. But I
see better than that. For even if the skeptics were right, and heaven did not
exist, hell most certainly would. For whether or not there is a God, hell is
to live without Him.
Life alone is meaningless, a chasing after the wind. A moment of joy, a taste
of pleasure . . . the early leafs a flower, but only so an hour.
Hope is false, peace an illusion, and happiness, at best, is fleeting. Indeed,
if Christ is not raised from the dead, we are all most miserable men . . .
And invading my thoughts, the soft slap of sandals upon the path. I do not raise
my head, for fear of seeing no one. But still, a voice speaks deep and gentle,
You, too, will not leave Me?
And I reply, Whence shall I go, Lord?
Following a late lunch, we found ourselves lying on our mattresses in the upstairs
room at Anil and Annies. The day was hot and humid, and the breeze from
the ceiling fan was welcome as we digested another meal of rice and curry.
Trey set down his copy of the Rough Guide to India. Guys, I think wed
better decide whether we are going to go directly to Calcutta from here or whether
were going to visit some other places.
What were you thinking, Trey? asked Jedd.
I was scanning the guidebook and it doesnt look too hard to make
it to Nepal. I think we could swing a trek up into the Himalayas, and still
have time to work with the Sisters of Charity in Calcutta.
That would be incredible, Jedd said. Ive always dreamed
of seeing Mount Everest.
Mike broke his silence. What about Samuel? He really wanted us to come.
Dont you think that since we have a few days free, we should spend time
with him instead of heading off to Nepal?
Mike, we planned to do some tourist stuff during this week all along,
Jedd said in a defensive tone. Im not exactly planning on coming
to India again, and . . .
Look, Id love to go to Everest, too, but I really feel like God
might want us to visit Samuel. This trip is about loving people for Christ,
not just some adventure tour. Whats the priority here? God is giving us
an awesome opportunity to encourage some believers. To be honest, I dont
see how you could feel okay about passing it up.
Jedd looked over at Matt. What do you want to do? he asked somewhat
tersely.
Id like visiting Nepal, but I agree with Mike. Its not every
day God presents an opportunity like this.
Jedds eyes narrowed. What makes you think that would be worth the
time? If we went with every random Indian off the street who wanted us to visit
his home, wed spend the rest of our lives here. Samuel may want us to
come, but do you really think hell have any real ministry opportunities
we wouldnt have anywhere else?
I dont know, answered Mike, but I am pretty sure that
us running into him on the train wasnt just a coincidence.
The conversation ran late into the night. When the dust settled, we had agreed
to split up. Jedd and Trey would leave for Nepal; Matt and Mike would go to
the town of Chirala to spend time with Samuel. We would meet in Calcutta at
the end of the week.
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- seventeen -
A Change of Plans
Chirala, India
Mike, Mike! shouted Samuel. He waved and broke into a run through the
train station. Samuel gripped Matt and then Mike in a hug. It is such
a blessing to have you come. Thank you, thank you!
Matt saw an elderly man who followed a few steps behind Samuel. Whos
this? he inquired.
My father, Muthali-Roy. He is pastor of the church here in Chirala. Father,
this is Matt and Mike.
As he greeted the pair with a handshake, a smile as big as Samuels broke
on the old mans face. Any lingering doubts Matt and Mike had felt about
coming to Chirala quickly vanished as they soaked in the delight their arrival
had so clearly brought.
Matt hopped on the backseat of Samuels moped, his large backpack protruding
precariously behind it. Mike climbed onto a bicycle rickshaw with Samuels
father. Even in the small town, people seemed to be everywhere. Vendors lined
the streets, spilling out onto the dirt paths used as roads. In the recesses
of one of the shops, Mike saw a blacksmith hammering at a glowing piece of metal.
A few shops down, men gathered in a garagelike café and drank their afternoon
chai. A cow roamed on the main roadway, while hordes of bicycle rickshaws swerved
around him.
Im glad you received our message, Samuel, said Matt. Mike
and I werent sure what wed do if you werent here to meet us.
Oh, we knew you were coming. We were gathered in the church praying that
you would come when your telegraph arrived.
Message from the Areopagus
Next to the church stood a small parsonage. Matt pushed the door open and felt
for a light switch. A simple kitchen and table completed the front room. Several
cots filled the back.
Not a bad little place, remarked Mike.
Samuel excused himself for a moment, promising to return soon.
I wonder how long ago the missionaries that started this church left,
Matt said, thinking out loud.
I hadnt heard Samuel mention missionaries, responded Mike.
I guess I havent, either, but I would be surprised if the townspeople
here could have afforded a place like this.
The pair had just set their bags near their cots and stretched out with hopes
of a brief nap when Samuels father entered. Mike smiled at him, secretly
hoping Muthali-Roy would not try to speak to them. Like many in India, Muthali-Roy
had learned to read and write English well, but knew little of how to pronounce
the words. The resulting rapid-fire sound might as well have been Hindi.
Da sayvis veet stat aht seben tuhnaht.
Mike shot Matt a quizzical glance. Whats that? he queried.
It added to the difficulty of discerning Muthali-Roys words that he bobbled
his head rapidly from side to side as he spoke. The picture was a bit like that
of a turtles head protruding from its shell.
Yih wih spihk tonaht at da sayvis aht seben. Mney indoo eepel weel com.
Youre having a church service tonight?
Muthali-Roys head bounced in a slightly different direction, perhaps indicating
an affirmative.
It took several more repetitions to piece together the message.
I think they want us to speak tonight at a church service at seven oclock,
suggested Matt.
I caught that part.
Did you pick up the rest?
I dont think so.
Samuel mentioned something to me at the train station, but I think I missed
what he was saying. As best I can tell, theyve told everyone in town that
two American evangelists are here. Its going to be a mostly Hindu audience.
Muthali-Roy and Samuel are thinking well speak for two hours, each night.
Mike laughed slightly, realizing Matts translation was entirely serious.
Matt responded, Um, Muthali-Roy, we would be very glad to . . . um, speak
. . . but I dont think we can speak for two hours tonight. Since we only
have a little while to prepare, I think we can speak for about an hour. Would
that be okay?
Muthali-Roy rolled his eyes. It was not a sarcastic motion, but simply showed
he was thinking. Finally, he bobbled his head in a way that seemed to say, That
will be fine if that is how it must be.
When Muthali-Roy had disappeared through the doorway, Matt turned to Mike. Can
you believe this?
I know! I had no idea Samuel intended for us to speak at all, let alone
lead an evangelistic crusade.
Weve had a few surprise speaking engagements before on the trip,
but they never asked for two hours, cold turkey...
And we always had Jedd around. Hes more comfortable with this stuff
than I am.
Matt stood up and walked back and forth between the cots. I feel like
I know so little about Hinduism in general. How are we going to know what to
say?
Matts
Reflections-February 12
Lord, I feel like I dont know how to fill five minutes tonight, let
alone an hour. And these people-I hardly know their lives, their problems, their
needs.
As You reminded Moses, though, You gave man his mouth in the first place. You
can equip me to do whatever You want me to do.
I may not know these people in particular, but I know that You made them and
love them, and that whatever their temporary needs are, their greatest need
is to know You. Even if they cant put this need into words, I know that
everyone on this earth has a deep longing within them. They may resist this
need, but I know they need You. Help me to simply share about You and the life
You offer-thats the need that cuts across every language and culture.
In the churchs open sanctuary, square plastered columns held up a metal
roof from which were suspended fluorescent lights, two speakers, and several
ceiling fans. On the cement floor was a podium and handwoven mats. The lone
wall at the front was decorated with Bible verses in Hindi along with the English
words The Good Shepherd.
Who built this church, Samuel? queried Matt.
Many years ago, a missionary man came to Chirala and shared Jesus. A number
of us accepted the Lord, and soon we decided that we would build a church.
So did the missionary pay for the building?
Samuel smiled. No. All of the new believers pooled our jewelry and Hindu
idols. We melted them down, sold the raw gold and precious stones, and built
the church.
Matt might have felt a little embarrassed over assuming an outsider had paid
for the church had Samuel not seemed so proud to correct him. Thats
great, Matt said. It sounds like something out of the New Testament.
Mike questioned, What happened to the missionary?
After some time with us, he left, but he came back often to visit us and
encourage us. We were very sad when he died. We will see him in heaven.
The sun was disappearing when the townspeople began to appear. The evening was
still quite warm, and a breeze, blowing in between the pillars, provided a welcome
cool. Mike noticed that the armpits of the mens shirts were soaked with
sweat.
I guess thats what life was like before deodorant, he whispered
to Matt.
Matt leaned toward Mike. Even with deodorant, youre not smelling
so good. The people here must wash themselves every half-hour to stay as clean
as they do.
As seven oclock approached, the sanctuary neared half-full. A sea of colorful
saris filled the womens side of the sanctuary; on the other side, hardly
a dozen men.
Mikes
Reflection-February 12
As in many of the countries weve been to, the women in the church tonight
outnumber the men by a significant margin. I wonder why this is.
I cant help but think it might be the male ego, ashamed to admit need,
constantly striving for self-sufficiency. Like Alexander back in Russia, they
see God as a last-ditch life preserver for people who cant stay afloat
on their own.
I have to admit, though, religion is often just that. In many American churches,
Christianity is just another self-help program full of positive
psychobabble with the words God and Jesus thrown in for good measure. I also
know plenty of cases where faith is little more than an object on which to pin
hopes of seeing dead loved ones again.
I wish more men could see how faith in Jesus-if we truly seek to follow Him-demands
the utmost strength, endurance, and bravery. The disciples who followed Christ
had to have been among the most courageous people to ever walk the earth. I
dont know many today who withstand the threat of dying, let alone deaths
like stoning, the cross, or lions for the sake of truth. There was no weakness
there.
After a short time of singing led by Samuel, Matt shared about his own story
and relationship with Jesus. Mike then began the central message from the book
of Acts, reading the same words that had been offered to another crowd of polytheists
nearly two thousand years before:
Paul then stood up in the meeting of the Areopagus and said: Men of Athens! I see that in every way you are very religious. For as I walked around and looked carefully at your objects of worship, I even found an altar with this inscription:
TO AN UNKNOWN GOD.
Now
what you worship as something unknown I am going to proclaim to you.
The God who made the world and everything in it is the Lord of heaven
and earth and does not live in temples built by hands. And he is not served
by human hands, as if he needed anything, because he himself gives all men life
and breath and everything else . . . God did this so that men would seek him
and perhaps reach out for him and find him, though he is not far from each one
of us . . . (17:22-25, 27)
At the close of the evening, Mike asked if anyone would like to commit their lives to the One and only true God. A hand slipped up in back, then another, and another . . . That night seven people committed themselves to following Jesus.
Meanwhile, in Nepal
Jedd and Trey lay atop their beds in their room in the small trekkers lodge deep in the Himalayas. With the sun down, they wrote in their journals by candlelight.
Treys
Reflections-February 14
Today we ventured by Jeep farther up and farther into Nepal-past Buddhist
temples, multicolored prayer flags, and small wooden villages huddled on the
mountainsides. When snow finally made our narrow stone road impassable, we covered
the final miles to this trekkers lodge on foot. What a journey!
Before going to bed, Jedd and I went outside for a bit. All was totally silent,
except the sound of a distant cowbell. A full moon blazed down, turning the
expanse of clouds that stretched out below us to a milky sea. Beyond them we
could see the great peaks rising out of the mist, glowing white-K2 and the mighty
Everest.
I feel I could write forever, but I am sleepy, and my candle is giving its last
flickers . . .
Jedds
Reflections-February 14
This side trip has been great-the scenes and the people, and especially the
time with Trey. As always seems to be the case, time out in Gods crea-tion
has refreshed my faith as well. Part of me has wondered if we should have stuck
with Mike and Matt, but this is where we are, and I am enjoying it a great deal.
Perhaps it was Gods purpose that we split up for a time.
Ive had a chance to reflect about the issue of prayer and what happened
the other night in the village. I feel like I see it all a lot more clearly
now.
For one thing, I see that so much of the problem lay in the fact that when I
prayed the words, If it be Your will... I really didnt mean
them.
Jesus Himself prayed those words, acknowledging that God might not answer His
request in the affirmative. Saying the right words or having more faith is not
always the issue-God often has good reasons for saying no.
And even though we wont know all those reasons until we get to heaven,
its not hard to conceive of at least a few purposes He might have had
for denying our request the other night. Maybe a miraculous healing that night
would have turned the villagers focus away from Jesus and onto healings
(as the message of some televangelists does). It could have done that to me
also-gotten me all hyped on supernaturally healing people instead of on helping
people to come to know Jesus.
Jesus did many miracles, but of far greater importance to Him was changing hearts
and lives. Even someone who has been raised from the dead will eventually die
again. But a person who gives their life to Christ enters true, rich, incomparable
life that will only grow more complete when physical death occurs.
This is why miracles were never the centerpiece of Christs ministry. He
hated the effects of evil like blindness, sickness, and death. He wept at the
pain evil caused. At times, He proved His dominance over it supernaturally.
Often, though, He did not. His purpose for coming to earth was not to dazzle
people with miracles. The miracles were primarily signs that affirmed
the validity of His message of redemption. Many times, He refused to do miracles
at all because the people requesting them just wanted a show.
My focus must be on living-and offering to others-the abundant life Jesus provides.
On this earth, there will always be times when God will grant requests to suspend
the effects of evil, and others when He will not. I will not always understand
the reasons, but it is something I must accept, just as His Son did.
Men
from the Dream
Mike and Matt split up the following day to visit some of Chiralas other
believers. Late in the afternoon, after visiting a half-dozen homes, the rickshaw
carrying Samuel and Mike halted before a small hovel near the edge of town.
Samuel slipped some change into the rickshaw drivers hand and dismissed
him, then turned and rapped against the cement doorframe as best he could. Hearing
no reply, he peered into the dark entrance. A crackly voice sounded from inside;
words of welcome, Mike guessed. Mike ducked to clear the tattered edges of the
thatch roof as he followed Samuel through the doorway. Mikes eyes were
still adjusting to the half-light as Samuel began introducing him to a hunched
shape; he could just make out the prunelike head of an old woman poking up through
a red-and-yellow sari. The woman scrutinized Mike for a moment, drawing her
face quite close to his. As she did, she seemed to grow agitated-whether angry
or excited, Mike could not tell. She rattled at Samuel for nearly a minute before
he quieted her and turned to Mike.
This woman has something to tell you, Mike. I will translate.
Samuel said something to the woman and she began again.
These have been very hard times in Chirala. For many months I have been
very discouraged. But three weeks ago, God encouraged me in a dream. In my dream,
two men from far away came to our town to give us words from our Lord. When
I saw you, I knew that you were the man. I saw you in my dream just as you are.
You are like the olive branch that the dove brought to Noah. You are the promise
that God has given to me that He has not abandoned me. Thank you so much for
coming.
A tear trickled down Mikes cheek. All he could do was nod humbly as the
woman took his hands and pressed them to her forehead. Thank you for telling
me, he said.
Mikes
Reflections-February 15
It is hard to understand how or why I get to be such an encouragement to
the people here. And is it really possible that God even gave that lady a dream
about us before shed seen us or knew we were coming? What an incredible
thing.
Living like this, led not by any knowledge or expertise of my own, I am completely
dependent on Gods action and guidance. This is especially true here in
Chirala. It is intimidating, but what amazing things we are getting to experience.
Back at the church, Samuel and his father left Mike and Matt alone to allow
them to prepare for the nights talks. Matt was fascinated by Mikes
retelling of the old ladys dream.
No one told me about any dreams, but it was kind of like that for me,
too, in just about every house, Matt agreed. The believers here
are so thankful weve come.
Mike shook his head in wonder. I dont fully understand it, but its
an awesome experience to get to be such an encouragement.
A concerned look crossed Matts face for a moment. One thing Ive
been wondering, Mike, is if Samuel and his father are going to be able to help
teach and disciple the people who received Jesus last night. I would hate to
think that these Hindus might come to believe but then have no support and fall
away.
Samuel told me that he knows each one of the people that raised their
hand. In fact, we visited two of them today. I dont think theyll
have any problem following through with discipleship.
Im glad to hear that.
Matts Reflections-February13
I tend to question the value of short-term evangelism in foreign countries,
especially when there is no one left behind to encourage and instruct the new
believers.
Leading a person to faith in Jesus and then leaving them without someone to
guide them is like leaving a newborn puppy alone in the middle of a forest.
Unless someone finds them, they likely wont last long.
I understand that we each have different roles in the Church-some till the soil,
some plant seeds, some tend them as they grow. But every one of us needs to
know that evangelism is not just to convert people to accept certain ideas about
Christ, but to make disciples of Christ. The last verse of the Great Commission
is often overlooked-it says we must make disciples by teaching them to
obey everything I have commanded you (Matt. 28:20). Disciples are not
people who merely believe things about their master; they are students of him,
continual learners. They seek with all their hearts to become like him and to
follow his teachings.
It seems to me that evangelism that merely tries to get people to pray the Sinners
Prayer can hardly be called evangelism at all.
Twice as many people attended the second nights meeting, well over one
hundred. The third night, even more came to listen to the out-of-town evangelists.
Each night, a scattering of raised hands declared intent to follow Jesus. After
the final meeting, Matt and Mike sat on the roof of the parsonage. The church
grounds were silent now. Though nearly midnight, the air was balmy and completely
still. To both of them, the stars this night seemed unnaturally bright.
Finally, almost reverently, Mike spoke. I still feel like Im wondering
exactly whats happened these last few nights.
I know. I dont think Ive ever experienced anything quite like
it.
Weve gone in feeling so inadequate. Even tonight, I felt like I
had no idea what to say.
But all of the right words seemed to come out . . . or, I dont know
if they were the right words, but somehow God used them to draw people to Himself
despite what we said.
Matt slowly shook his head, unable to distill the feelings that ricocheted inside.
Finally, he tried. Ive never had such a strong sense of my weakness
being swallowed up by Gods strength. Its incredible.
I know. I honestly cant think of anything better than being used
by God like this . . .
Mikes Reflections-February 15
Even on our third
night of speaking, we felt completely inadequate. Maybe thats the way
God works best. Perhaps only when there is less of us can there be more of God.
We sure are going to have a lot to tell Jedd and Trey when we get to Calcutta.
I wonder if they actually made it to see Everest . . .
More than a year later, back in the United States, Mike received a letter from
Samuel. Besides relating certain events from the prior year and telling how
Samuels father and family were doing, it also read, . . . I know
you will be happy to hear, brother, that almost all of the Hindu people who
accepted Jesus the nights you and Matt spoke to our city are still with us.
Many of them have grown much. We thank God greatly for them and also for you
. . .
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Sisters of Charity
Calcutta, India
According to our guidebook, Mother Teresas Sisters of Charity house was
just three blocks from our hotel in Calcutta. Friends back in the States had
informed us that anyone could volunteer with the Sisters.
Mother Teresa had started as an instructor at a parochial school for the children
of Calcuttas wealthiest citizens. Her heart ached, though, for the poor
and destitute, and the words of Christ weighed heavy upon her, If you
have done it unto the least of these, you have done it unto Me. Abandoning
her safe, well-provided-for life, she set out to love and serve the poorest
of the poor in any way she could. For decades, she and the group of Sisters
who slowly grew around her served quietly, known to few but those they served.
Over the years, this radical love offered in the name of Jesus made Teresa an
international heroine. At her death the summer before our visit, the world-especially
the Hindu nation of India-wept.
Sisters of Charity
Jedd pushed against the heavy wooden door. It opened onto a small courtyard,
encircled by the high walls of the buildings. In the middle of the courtyard,
a silver-haired woman sat behind a desk, dressed in the simple blue-and-white
habit adopted by the Sisters of Charity. Several bohemian-looking Westerners
were standing nearby, waiting.
You are here to volunteer? the Sister questioned.
We are, Matt replied. There are four of us who would like
to begin work tomorrow, but just two of us were able to come today.
Mass begins at five-thirty and work a little after six, the Sister
explained. Tomorrow morning you can pick which of the homes you would
like to work at. If you would like to get an introduction to our work today,
Sister Helen can take you around the Mother House here.
Sister Helen, a young Indian woman dressed in the same garb, nodded at us with
a pleasant smile. We can begin our visit now, she announced, loud
enough for the others in the courtyard to hear.
She led us all toward a doorway at the far side of the courtyard and directed
us through an enormous laundry area. Several Sisters and volunteers labored
over large vats of water-washing, rinsing, hanging to dry. Helen explained,
Part of the commitment the Sisters make is a vow of poverty. Throughout
our lives, we will not own anything, except for two sets of clothing. And we
do not use machines to do our work for us.
The final stop on the tour was the doorway to the third-floor ward. You
are welcome to come in for a time if you wish, offered Helen. I
need to talk with some of the Sisters here for a moment.
The room suggested something of a warehouse, set with long, even rows of bedded
cribs. A dozen Sisters moved from bed to bed, tending the childrens needs
as best they could, often simply holding them, rocking them, or singing softly.
Despite the resemblance to a hospital ward, the room had none of the sterile
feel most hospitals seem to have. It was clean, but not impersonal or stifling.
Part of this may have been the variety in the donated blankets and wooden cribs,
but it seemed to go deeper than that. The room held a hushed, peaceful aura.
Matts Reflections-February 16
This place feels so unlike any hospital Ive ever seen. It may be that
hospitals in America are concerned almost exclusively with repairing physical
ailments. Here, they cant do much for these kids problems. They
focus instead on helping these deformed, abandoned children feel loved and
wanted. That is an entirely different sort of healing. It seems to affect every
inch of this place.
Timidly, Matt began to walk among the rows. Most of the children sat or lay
silently, eyes half-open, squirming slightly in search of a hug or tender touch.
A boy with only small stumps of limbs poking out from a bent body roused as
Matt passed his crib and cried out once. Opposite him, a fine-haired girl stared
blankly over the top of the bars of her crib with unseeing eyes. In a third
crib, a head as large as that of a normal twelve-year-old lay on a pillow, connected
to the body of an infant.
Jedd looked toward Helen. She noticed and nodded her head gently. Yes,
the children need all the love and touch that we can give them. If you would
like, they would love for you to hold them.
He reached his arms into the crib of a small girl who appeared to be blind and
lacking digits on her feet and hands. As he lifted her, the girls touch-starved
limbs clamped around his neck. She seemed to hold him with all the strength
her feeble body could muster, hoping her grip would prevent him from setting
her back down.
Matt glanced around at the Sisters and novices who moved about the room. Most
of the children did not wear diapers, and some of the women were kept busy cleaning
the cribs and their inhabitants. One was on her hands and knees, wiping up a
mess that had leaked to the floor. Several others moved from crib to crib, caressing
the children or lifting them for a time to hold them or even sing to them.
Matt turned to the crib next to him. The eyes of a small boy, his legs twisted
like pretzels, grew wide and his breathing quickened. A soft moan-yearning mixed
with excitement-prevented Matt from simply looking any longer. As he leaned
into the crib, the child clamored into his arms and fastened himself tightly
around his neck. Immediately, the boys body relaxed and his breathing
slowed, like a lost, scared child who had just found his father.
After twenty minutes, Sister Helen announced, It is time to go. Theyll
be serving the children dinner soon.
As Matt walked back toward the boys bed, the child began to squeeze tighter.
Matt leaned over the crib and tried to set him down, but the boys arms
gained the strength of desperation.
Here, little buddy. Im sorry I have to put you down, but they say
its time for dinner.
The boy would not release his grip, and Matt was forced to try prying off one
arm at a time. As he did, the boys crooked legs and other arm groped wildly
for a better grip. Finally, Matt was able to release him into the crib. As he
did so, the boy scooted his body to the bars of the crib, his legs dragging
behind him. He pulled himself up partway and let out a wail of abandonment that
made Matts heart race.
He looked into the crib for a moment longer, his eyes moist. Im
sorry, buddy. Im real sorry.
Back in the courtyard, Jedd turned to Matt, his voice almost a whisper, Did
that tear you apart like it did me? I just didnt want to let go of that
little girl.
Matt just nodded.
Five-thirty the next morning came early. Mass was a series of songs, recitations,
and a brief homily from the head priest. The volunteers who had opted to attend
sat in their own section, and were asked to take Communion only if they confessed
Jesus as their Lord and Savior. After the service, the Sisters served a simple
breakfast of bananas and slices of bread. The fifty or so volunteers formed
a rather motley bunch, milling around in the courtyard. Longhaired English hippies
conversed with conservative Canadian evangelicals; an old Chinese man sat chatting
with a young South African girl.
Mike talked with an American couple who were heading in the same direction we
were. The middle-aged pair looked a bit contrived in their Indian garb-she in
a sari, he decked in a long robe and small, Muslim-looking cap. They both had
grown up wealthy, but apparently had come to despise their materialistic forebears.
Now they spent their days living off inheritance, drifting from spiritual quest
to spiritual quest.
We knew there would be a lot of positive energy in a place like this,
the man explained. And we were right, you really can feel it.
Mike nodded slightly, not quite sure how to respond.
Energy, the man repeated slowly.
Where do you think it comes from? questioned Mike.
The good karma, you know, people doing good things.
Youre Hindu?
The man shot a glance at his woman-partner and gave a faint, possibly condescending
laugh. Oh, no. Were not locked into any religious schemata. After
all, no religion is perfect. We take the best from each.
What if you make mistakes in deciding what the best is? Mike probed.
We may, but at least we will never stop seeking. Thats a trap that
many religious people fall into.
Do you expect to find what you are looking for?
For us, Id have to say that the seeking is the finding . . .
Mikes Reflections-February 17
The spiritual-seeker types always mystify me.
Of course, seeking truth is a noble goal. God certainly desires that humanity
seek Him. As in the passage from Acts I read the other night, God did
this so that men would seek him and perhaps reach out for him and find him
(17:27).
In some sense, Im a seeker, too. I hope to keep learning all my life,
and even then, I know Ill never have all the answers.
So often, though, these so-called seekers view seeking as the end
in itself. I get the feeling that if real truth dropped in their laps, theyd
scoop it away as if it were hot coals.
The word seek implies there is something to be found. If there isnt, or
if a person would refuse to accept the Thing they are seeking if they did find
it, it doesnt seem like there is much point in seeking. They
might as well quit playing games and just grab for all the pleasure they can
before they die.
The Sick and the Dying
For our volunteer work, we went to Primdan, the Home for the Sick and Dying.
Before us spread at least an acre of interconnected concrete buildings. Grass,
flowers, and palm trees grew in lightly tended gardens to our left and right.
This place isnt anything fancy, but it sure is a peaceful escape
from the city, commented Trey.
I think thats the intent, suggested Matt. None of the
people that get brought here have long to live. The missionaries of charity
want them to die loved, in as peaceful a place as possible.
It was before 7:00 A.M., but the complex was already a hive of activity. Catholic
Sisters and Brothers were already about their daily tasks: sweeping, cooking,
washing bedclothes, and tending to the dying men and women who had been found
on the streets and brought in to Primdan. Many of the residents
were outside as well-hobbling about the gardens, sitting on benches, or lying
on cots that had been set on the grass. The marks of pain, disease, and death
were everywhere: missing limbs, bandaged heads, raspy breathing, skeletal frames,
mucus-blocked coughs.
Mike noticed a man sitting on the cement edge of a large planter. His legs ended
at the shins, gauze covering both stumps, soaked through with splotches of crimson.
The mans neck was so small that the opening of his ragged T-shirt hung
down to reveal his collarbones, which stuck out like door handles on an old
car. Mike acted as if he had been studying the planter when the man caught him
staring.
Can you believe this place? whispered Trey. All these people
all around on the verge of death. Its like some sort of nether world or
something.
Or a war zone, followed Matt.
Before this trip, I dont know if Id ever seen one person as
terrible-looking as just about every patient in here.
A red-haired Sister with a cheery Irish accent interrupted our thoughts. Men,
this way to care for the gents; and women, youll be over there. Dont
be shy, now. Pick a job you see someone else doing and start doing it with them.
Ask questions if you need directions . . . youll figure it out.
We discovered quickly there were only a few tasks the new volunteers could do
without getting in the way, all of them unpleasant. Trey quickly found himself
helping a feeble man toward the makeshift shower, his scabby legs dragging behind
him. The open wounds on his chest oozed onto Treys shirt as the man clung
to him with all his might. Many of the patients could not stand or even sit
up, so Trey worked with another volunteer-one supporting the patient, the other
cleaning him.
Mike and Jedd washed soiled blankets with at least a dozen other volunteers.
Each blanket went through a series of pools-one for a general rinsing first,
a second for washing, finally another for rinsing. Once a blanket was clean,
a pair would need to tax their muscles to twist it between them to dry it as
much as possible before taking it to the roof to hang in the sun. Mike used
a long pole to stir the blankets around in the second washing pool. His eyes
watered from the strongly chemical steam.
Potent stuff, he commented with a cough.
I can smell it from over here, replied Jedd from the rinsing vat.
He continued as Mike stepped over to help him wring out a blanket. You
know, it is not that I mind this work, but I cant help wondering a little
about the Sisters vow of poverty. Their work would be so much more efficient
if they used modern conveniences.
Ive been thinking about that, too. They dont see efficiency
as that high of a value.
I can respect that, I guess, Jedd continued. I know I get
too caught up in wanting to be efficient sometimes. Still, it would just seem
logical to use whatever tools you could to love the greatest number of people.
They probably see it as quality over quantity.
I dont see how those two are mutually exclusive.
They arent always, but I dont think our responsibility as
Christians is necessarily to love the greatest number of people possible. We
just need to do a good job loving the people we are supposed to love, whether
thats a big number or a small number.
Jedds Reflections-February 17
The Sisters of Charity epitomize the opposite of what most would consider
efficiency. They could care for so many more people if they would use things
like washing machines, dishwashers, and other modern conveniences. I know theyd
have no trouble getting those things donated. Im still not sure what to
think of that.
What is more significant is that the Sisters service is poured into what
some might consider black holes. All but a few of the people they
care for here will never be healed. This goes for the Sisters other homes
as well, like the AIDS home.
Very little functional value will come of the Sisters work.
Its just love poured out in the name of Jesus. It will not produce anything
in most of those being served except for occasional smiles or thank-yous. Some
might say it is pointless.
But it all comes down to this: If we are eternal beings, loved by God, then
there is reason to show love to each and every one, no matter what their state.
If we are no more than meaningless links in an evolutionary ladder, though,
then the strongest and smartest might as well look out for themselves.
The Sisters work here, just like Jesus work and teachings, resoundingly
affirms the former.
Jesus didnt operate on a maximum effectiveness rule. His concern
was not even to heal the greatest number of people or to feed everyone. He sought
simply to love those around Him and to do the work He had been called to do.
As hard as it is for me to think in terms other than maximum efficiency,
I need to realize that sometimes-maybe even more often than not-inefficiency
is the path love takes.
It was on the taxi ride back to our hotel that we had a chance to talk together
again.
Whatd you guys think about today? asked Trey.
What struck me was the difference between the permanent workers and the
temporary volunteers, said Mike.
How so?
The nuns and the permanent staff seemed so full of love for the people.
I got a very different sense from the volunteers. Maybe I am just a cynic, but
I felt like a lot of them were volunteering because it was hip and gave them
something to brag about when they got home. They seemed to think there was something
cool about saying that they worked with Mother Teresas Sisters of Charity.
Jedd thought for a moment. I cant say I noticed that, but I do agree
that it is incredible what the Sisters do there. Theyre just continually
doing things I would find so repulsive.
Trey remarked, Thats true. Their work is the most undesirable Ive
ever seen. And yet they seem to enjoy it . . . not as if its fun, but
because they wouldnt want to be doing anything else.
What really hit me, said Jedd, was this sense that all the
evil and suffering weve seen all along this trip was distilled into this
one place.
You had an evil feeling in there? questioned Trey.
No. The opposite. It was like evil was in its most concentrated form with
all the death and suffering you could see, but the goodness of Christs
love was so much more powerful.
I guess I had that sense, too, noted Trey, but there was just
so much pain also . . . they were both pretty potent.
I know what you mean. I dont want to diminish how bad the badness
is. I know well be dealing with it as long as were on earth. But
the way Christs love was poured out there . . . that is the antidote.
Things wont ever be totally right until we get to heaven, but wherever
people are really living out Jesus love, there is just incredible goodness
and peace.
I agree, except on one point, stated Trey. I dont think
evil was any more concentrated in there than anywhere else in the world. The
world is full of evil. In there it was just less disguised. Most places, badness
is more subtle-things like greed, hatred, pride, and stuff.
Jedd nodded. Youre right. In fact, subtle evil is probably a lot
worse. The root disease is the same everywhere, though. So is the antidote.
Matt, as usual, had been listening and forming his thoughts. Whats
sad is that even though people see that the Sisters of Charity are onto something,
most would define success just the opposite of how the Sisters live.
Matts Reflections-February 17
The lives of the Sisters are just the opposite of what the world defines
as success. It will not provide the least bit of power, fame, wealth, or prestige.
They are just a bunch of unknown women caring for deformed children and dying
people who will likely never even get well enough to thank them.
But there is something powerful there, more powerful than I can put into words.
So much of it, I know, is the incredible beauty of sacrificial, selfless love.
There is something else, too. Comparing the Sisters lives to the lives
the world declares successful, I think of Jesus words, Whoever
finds his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life for my sake will find
it (Matt. 10:39).
You can see that so many of the people whom the world views as having found
life-from celebrities to CEOs to star athletes-actually lose it.
There may be bright lights for a while, but the honest biographies often reveal
tragic realities: broken marriage after broken marriage, years spent without
purpose or hope, the squandering of vast resources, desperation to hold on to
fame or position, and frantic attempts to fill the emptiness with drugs, alcohol,
and sex.
Im sure the Sisters here have plenty of difficulties as well, but it seems
they also have a deep sense of contentment and purpose. They lose
their lives in the worlds eyes every day that they do their unnoticed,
insignificant tasks. Yet it seems to me that they have found much more than
the rich and famous ever find. And they are confident of an even greater eternal
reward as well.
I know it would be incredibly hard to live as they do, but I hope I can live
by the same principle-finding my life by losing it for the sake of Jesus.
Trey looked out the window. Tomorrow its on to Bangladesh!
Do you think its going to be as bad as it sounds? asked Matt.
The few people Ive talked to who have been to Bangladesh say the
culture shock there is worse than any other place in the world.
Culture shock is for wimps, said Mike with a grin. Besides,
how could it be any crazier than India?
The taxi driver, not quite following our conversation, interjected a question
of his own, You like India?
We smiled at each other. Trey took it upon himself to fill the silence. Ill
tell you one thing for sure, sir: Theres no other place in the world quite
like it.
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Contents
Preface vii
Introduction: First Seeds of an Adventure ix
Part
I: Mexico
1. 3,000 Miles in Ten Days 1
Part
II: Guatemala
2. A Lesson in Generosity: Guatemala City, Guatemala 21
3. The Four Amigos! Together in Guatemala City 34
4. Into the Highlands: Uspantan, Guatemala 47
5. A Scathing Letter and Some Sweet Sorrow: Leaving Guatemala 61
Part
III: Russia and Beyond
6. The Wounded Bear: Moscow, Russia 71
7. The Secret Police: Orekhovo-Zuyevo, Russia 75
8. Scarred Hands and Iron Doors: Serpukhov, Russia 92
9. Village at the Edge of the World: Loly, Russia 102
10. Heart of the Gulag Region: Yemva, Russia 117
11. Waltzing through the West: From Moscow to the Mediterranean Sea 139
Part
IV: Egypt
12. Land of the Pharaohs: Cairo, Egypt 153
Part
V: South Africa
13. Beauty and Strife 171
14. The Mountain Kingdom: Maseru, Kingdom of the Lesotho 176
15. The Road to Durban 193
Part
VI: India
16. Rajas, Rice, and Rickshaws 215
17. A Change of Plans: Chirala, India 238
18. Sisters of Charity: Calcutta, India 249
Part
VII: Bangladesh
19. The End of Our Rope 261
20. 100,000 Rickshaws: Dhaka, Bangladesh 285
Part
VIII: Thailand
21. From Mosquito Nets to Marble Tile: Bangkok, Thailand 301
Part
IX: Vietnam
22. Notes from the Underground 329
Conclusion: The Adventure Begins 358
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